another sunday 

another sunday

Winter ball was yesterday. All of that fussing and money...It was pretty good, I didn't have that much fun at the dance though because i didn't really dance much, which is weird becasue I usually have a lot of fun. After we went back to my friend Morgan's house. It was a lot of fun, and we had some funny laughs. Tomorrow is school...again, I didn't do my spanish homework and I don't know if i finished my math class work from friday.
Okay right now i can hear my mom from the living room shouting at the T.V. because she's rooting for someone on survivor. I hate that show. omg she just threatened someone through the t.v. she just said "JOHNNY YOU BUCK TOOTHED BASTARD!" Omg my mother is so lame.
You know what's really difficult? Having a smidge of a crush on one of your best friends from way back in elementary school. I mean it's just awkward, where's the start and finish line from being friends to being more than that? Hmm...I dont' know how to go about crossing that line and making myself clear. I don't even know if I want to. I'm not very good with getting my feelings across to boys. I tend to play hard to get and then when they have me I try and test them to see how much they can handle, it never puts me in good situations and I have no idea why I do it. Boys never understand me anyways, they don't understand my humor, not many people do.
Today I got a call from alex, it's really awkward with her on the phone, which shouldn't be the case. God i miss her sooooo much, it's almost been 6 months since i've seen her. I guess she's doing alright.
Well I guess I better go start getting ready for tomorrow, school. yuck.